When someone was hitting me, or like sexually molesting me, it just seemed normal to continue to do that to myself.

Ryan finally came to my rescue. He'd thought working together in Paper Moon would help us bond.

Griffin, my brother, 11 months younger, was sometimes the victim of my father's fury - once Ryan famously knocked out his teeth.

I was punished for blowing the whistle on my father's lifestyle.

Things with my dad were pretty good until I won an Academy Award. He was really loving to me until I got more attention than he did. Then he hated me.

As Peter Bogdanovich would say of Paper Moon: Ryan's wonderful in it, and he sat there and watched the kid steal the picture.

When someone was hitting me, or like sexually molesting me, it just seemed normal to continue to do that to myself.