Griffin, my brother, 11 months younger, was sometimes the victim of my father's fury - once Ryan famously knocked out his teeth.

Paper Moon didn't bring me love.

I've overcome neglect and deprivation, abandonment and abuse.

Ryan finally came to my rescue. He'd thought working together in Paper Moon would help us bond.

I have a temper, but I wouldn't call me abusive.

When someone was hitting me, or like sexually molesting me, it just seemed normal to continue to do that to myself.

My children forgave me at a time when I could barely forgive myself.