Griffin, my brother, 11 months younger, was sometimes the victim of my father's fury - once Ryan famously knocked out his teeth.

My children forgave me at a time when I could barely forgive myself.

I've triumphed over addiction.

I think all of us feel like we're a bit on show, all the time.

Paper Moon didn't bring me love.

I've stood my ground in life, alone, even against overwhelming forces with the might and money to crush me.

I've overcome physical and mental brutality - and fought back.