I would love to love something, especially if I could do it without feeling like I was watching it die right in front of me.
I learned to live in my own head. I learned to follow intuition and more than anything, I learned what was important to me.
I was always face to face with total futility and powerlessness.
I'm really bad at being nonviolent.
Being well-mannered and gracious and kind are things that I value really highly.
For me it comes down to one thing: I'm trying to follow my own nature.