I would love to love something, especially if I could do it without feeling like I was watching it die right in front of me.

For me it comes down to one thing: I'm trying to follow my own nature.

I would love to love something, especially if I could do it without feeling like I was watching it die right in front of me.

I'm really bad at being nonviolent.

I light candles. I meditate. And I don't believe in anything. By default I move simultaneously towards mysticism and atheism. It's not something that's ever going to get fixed.

I was always face to face with total futility and powerlessness.

I learned to live in my own head. I learned to follow intuition and more than anything, I learned what was important to me.