I was always face to face with total futility and powerlessness.

Some things are so sad that they have no name. I have tried to name them and I can't.

There doesn't seem to be a lot of stance from the outside of that world to disagree.

Go ahead and do what you're doing.

If you're with an agent and they don't like where your work is going - the pressure behind it is the pressure of the hierarchy which says "I know what I am talking about," which I find offensive.

For me it comes down to one thing: I'm trying to follow my own nature.

I light candles. I meditate. And I don't believe in anything. By default I move simultaneously towards mysticism and atheism. It's not something that's ever going to get fixed.