Generally, I start by observing the existing and popular narratives in my social spheres and media, and the pressures I face in my own life experiences. As someone who is "newly" trans, I am constantly thinking about what the dominant narratives are around transness, how my work can push against these narratives, and how it already falls into these traps.
Vivek ShrayaI would love to see more dialogue around the "responsibilities" of art consumers - how can audiences better financially support artists we love, artists who are doing the work, so that artists have a more solid foundation upon which to make art?
Vivek ShrayaI have been and continue to be committed to art as a tool to ignite, comfort, and discomfort.
Vivek ShrayaMaking music has been connected to one of my greatest heartaches, because my own music has never quite connected with audiences. But it was this heartache that pushed me to explore other artistic avenues, like writing and filmmaking, and I ultimately feel most at home in a multidisciplinary environment.
Vivek ShrayaWhen I wouldn't leave home without my blue contacts or when I was bleaching my hair, I didn't have the language to articulate that I was trying to assimilate to whiteness. If anything, I was trying to "look normal."
Vivek ShrayaI don't yet know what style will be required for my next novel, but my sense is that each book will involve a new relationship to language.
Vivek ShrayaI am more likely to get paid for my art if it's presented alongside a white artist, so the questions around value and agency arise: What choices should I make, or do I have to make, if I want to be compensated for my work? Why isn't my art valued on its own?
Vivek ShrayaChildren's books have great potential to reveal new possibilities to readers, because the intended audience is at an age of genuine learning.
Vivek ShrayaWhen I was writing, I wanted every word to be not only deliberate, but musical. Precious.
Vivek ShrayaI especially worry about the ways Canadians can be glib about our supposed difference from the US in our "acceptance" of "diversity."
Vivek ShrayaI worry about what Trump will inspire in Canada, especially given incidents that have already occurred here since the election.
Vivek ShrayaChildren are receptive to talking about gender creativity, confirming the importance of the book as a means to instigate this dialogue at an early age.
Vivek ShrayaIn my thirties, I have felt a greater urgency to make art that highlights what it feels like to be racialized, likely due to living in a country that obscures our racism with the idea of "multiculturalism."
Vivek ShrayaI have always considered the aesthetic of a project, including press photos, as a means to further the message of the art itself.
Vivek ShrayaIf anything, I have witnessed the ways my art travels, or is rendered more accessible, when sanctioned by or connected to white artists.
Vivek ShrayaMy intention was never to write a "trans novel" - which is perhaps an effective strategy for writing a trans novel.
Vivek ShrayaI am always hesitant to call myself an activist, mostly out of respect for the activists who are using their bodies and voices to protest or activists online who are constantly engaging and educating others.
Vivek ShrayaI couldn't write about love without writing about hate - specifically, how the experience of hatred embeds itself in the body and prevents love from entering or leaving.
Vivek ShrayaI didn't want to give the white reader an opportunity to think of racism as imaginary - a sentiment that is already a central barrier in addressing the problem.
Vivek ShrayaI have dedicated a significant portion of my time and artistry to making art that addresses various forms of oppression, including white supremacy, misogyny, and biphobia.
Vivek ShrayaIt's exciting to consider how art, in its ability to reveal, can be ahead of the artist.
Vivek ShrayaI tend to focus less on genre as a starting point and more on idea or intention and let the idea dictate genre.
Vivek ShrayaAs much as I believe in the capacity for art to create change, and as much as being an artist is physically and emotionally challenging, there is ultimately something a bit comfortable about making art in the comfort of your own home.
Vivek ShrayaI always work with text orally in the writing process, saying passages aloud to measure flow.
Vivek ShrayaI recently did a reading at an elementary school in Ottawa, and one of the children asked me if I was a girl. I said yes. Another child commented that I had a deep voice. I responded: "Can girls have deep voices?" There was a pause and then the group responded, "Yes!"
Vivek ShrayaMy art career often feels less like an art career and more like a career in educating, usually by using my body.
Vivek ShrayaShould I be collaborating with artists of color solely because of their race and my politics? This question is weighted with my own worry that I have been invited to speak or collaborate solely because of my race, and not because of my abilities.
Vivek ShrayaI think white artists have a responsibility to be not only naming white supremacy, but to be using their power and privilege to support artists of color.
Vivek ShrayaOf course, I can't separate my queerness from my brownness - if anything, my queerness amplifies my brownness, and vice versa - but I spent so much of my early twenties trying to erase my differences, often without awareness of what I was doing.
Vivek ShrayaAs a brown artist, I have mixed feelings about my relationship to art and my "responsibilities" post-Trump.
Vivek ShrayaI used singing as a safety measure. I would pay attention to what songs the popular girls liked, learn those songs from the radio or library cassettes, and then "accidentally" sing or hum these songs in class. This would impress the girls, who would then defend me from the boys.
Vivek ShrayaMy interest in language is steadfast, but I think each project and its accompanying intentions dictate how language must be used.
Vivek ShrayaIn poetry, I didn't have to provide resolution. I could ask hard questions without feeling responsible for the answers.
Vivek ShrayaNow is not the time for Canadians to be sanctimonious. It is time for us to be prudent and active.
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