If you can't move your brush good, just move your face.
You become yourself, every single day of your life, through your choices and how you think.
One of the benefits of being you is: You know that the people who love you, love you for you. They don't love you for who they think you are or who you're pretending to be.
I don't recommend washing your face. Because you might drown.
Make it look like your skin is not so angry at you for your bad life choices.
You can always care [about what others think]. You probably always will care. But don't let it dictate your choices and what you want and what you want to accomplish and who you want to be. Don't let anyone get in the way of that. That's being yourself.