Procrastination is another form of resistance
Well, I believe you created those experiences over and over because they mirrored something you believed about yourself. It doesn't really matter how long we have had a problem, or how big it is, or how life-threatening it is. The Point of Power Is Always in the Present Moment.
My later years are my treasure years.
If we take, we lose. If we give, we get. It cannot be otherwise.
I respect my boundaries, and I insist that others respect them, too.
Stop giving your precious energy to things that make you feel bad.