Think about all of the times, situations, and circumstances where you have gotten caught up in making your self right rather than happy... The harder you fight to win, the bigger you lose.
It's hard to see your own face without a mirror.
You need to face the pain and the fear and walk through the Grief.
This is no dress rehearsal.
Common sense needs to be more common.
Are you doing what you're doing today because you want to do it, or because it's what you were doing yesterday?