Life all comes down to a few moments. This is one of them.
Im a peaceful man with bad intentions.
I don't believe in rock bottom. Rock bottom is like a fishing term.
Here's the good news. If I realize that I'm insane, then I'm okay with it. I'm not dangerous insane.
I'm 0 for 3 with marriage - the scoreboard doesn't lie, never has. So what we all have is a marriage of the heart. To sully or contaminate or radically disrespect this union with a shameful contract is something that I will leave to the amateurs and the Bible grippers.
You can have rules at home that are different from the rest of the world's as long as you're not hurting anyone.