See yourself in the practice you are not able to access right now. Imagine yourself in it.
Don't worry. These poses have nothing to do with meditation or enlightenment.
There are young people today that move like old people from eating too much junk food and not getting enough exercise.
If you get bored of doing it (Peacock Pose) with two hands, try it with one.
Yogis love to be alone.
The Spiritual Sun already blazes within.