I'm not necessarily proud of the World Cups and the grand slams won or lost, the amount of points I scored, this record or that.

We need to ask ourselves what are we here for and what have we worked so hard to be here for.

What I am proud of is I have searched for the best of me and I have been a team man without fail.

I do, have done and always will believe that I am very capable of performing and thriving at any level of the sport.

The problem with me is I always think I should've done better. I felt that after the World Cup final and through my whole career.

Playing the game, representing the team, giving my all and never letting go has meant everything to me.

The conversation topic in my head is not what role I should play; it is whether I am going to play at all.