I'm not necessarily proud of the World Cups and the grand slams won or lost, the amount of points I scored, this record or that.

For me now, I will continue to focus ever harder on my goal of being the very best I can be with Toulon Rugby Club and continue to embrace and enjoy wherever that path takes me.

Those Aussie rugby fans are a bunch of sore losers. I hate 'em all.

The problem with me is I always think I should've done better. I felt that after the World Cup final and through my whole career.

To say I have played through four World Cups, two Lions tours, 91 international games and a ridiculous number of injuries and other setbacks gives me an incredibly special feeling of fulfilment. I know myself well enough to know that I will never truly be satisfied.

When you're obsessive, like me, searching for something unattainable can become unhealthy ... it's like falling through the air and grabbing at the clouds.

I want to be more than just some guy who played in a World Cup final.