I wouldn't go in a fast food outlet even to use the toilet.
The conversation topic in my head is not what role I should play; it is whether I am going to play at all.
I play with a fear of letting my team down. That's what motivates me.
Right through to the end of the last World Cup game, I still couldnt bear the thought of not being perfect or letting people down.
I'm pretty aware that the pursuit of perfection is, inherently, a flawed concept.
Those Aussie rugby fans are a bunch of sore losers. I hate 'em all.