I'm enjoying the work while I get it right now.
Most Americans have so much crap, that you could lose most of it and still have way more stuff than the average Canadian.
...Then I got divorced and everything changed, and I became a father in a whole new way and found a whole new set of difficulties.
If you think everything you've done is great, you're probably dumb.
You need to build an ability to just be yourself, and not be doing something.
I know what it's like to have a bunch of material that's working that you don't care about. You want to die.