I'm curious how you'll know it works. I assume it's mostly a cosmetic change.
The best you can hope for in this life is that your delusions are benign and your compulsions have utility.
Needing someone is like needing a parachute. If they are not there the first time you need them, chances are you won't be needing them again.
E-books are impervious to analogy.
Everybody is somebody's else's weirdo
The human mind is a delusion generator, not a window to trurh.