I was really nervous about people booing, because my mother had gone for a film 20 years earlier and had a terrible time with people booing, whistling, so I knew that in Cannes people can get aggressive.
Charlotte GainsbourgI donโt have tons of scripts where I donโt know what to choose and Iโm trying to calculate. Itโs either I read something and I have an impulse to do it, or in meeting someone, I want to work with them, but itโs always been very obvious.
Charlotte GainsbourgIn France I'm very private, I don't like talking about my life, and I imagined that people would think that I'm now an open book.
Charlotte GainsbourgI was so lucky because I started working very young. And my father was very wealthy and I didn't need to work. I did my films.
Charlotte GainsbourgI came to understand that people come and see you because they like you. They don't come to throw things at you.
Charlotte GainsbourgI still find it hard to push my own limits. I know where my limits are and that I always have to push myself.
Charlotte GainsbourgI love being a beginner. It can be a terrible feeling because you're ashamed of everything you do, but it's so exciting at the same time.
Charlotte GainsbourgBefore I started touring, I worked with someone to help me, even physically, because I was so shy. And you can't be shy going onstage. So I had to push myself in a direction that wasn't myself.
Charlotte GainsbourgEven moving around onstage seemed very artificial. But at the same time you have to make that effort in order to get back to who you are and even accept not moving, if that's who you are.
Charlotte GainsbourgI was very well paid for my age, and I could make choices, decide not to do a film for six months and wait until I'd get the right thing. Which made me quite a coward.
Charlotte GainsbourgMaybe, in the back of my head, I'm thinking I have to do as much as I can. It'll stop.
Charlotte GainsbourgI didn't go to acting school, so it was great to be able to rehearse for a month or two, to workshop, and be with a director who even gave me acting exercises.
Charlotte GainsbourgI didn't want to change my personality onstage, but I still had to build some kind of ego to be able to go up there. If not, there's no point.
Charlotte GainsbourgGirls can wear jeans, cut their hair short, wear shirts and boots, 'cause it's okay to be a boy, but for a boy to look like a girl is degrading.
Charlotte GainsbourgI'd love to be able to write again, but I'm so repetitive. And it was all about fear. Never positive. Just indulgent about my sadness.
Charlotte GainsbourgWhen you fight against your own weaknesses, there's something embarrassing about it.
Charlotte GainsbourgI'm desperate to work again. I've often had those periods, but two years was the longest.
Charlotte GainsbourgThe English was really my mother, it was never me. Being the daughter of my father, I always felt very French.
Charlotte GainsbourgI felt that people would criticize everything. I was so scared about playing Paris. I was very much aware that the greatest concerts my father and mother had done were there. I was sure people would be very tough.
Charlotte GainsbourgIt rarely happens that I get to work again with the same director. I had such a wonderful time on Antichrist with Lars von Trier, that I was going to do whatever he proposed me to do. When he sent me the script of Christmas, I just loved it. I think I love anything he writes.
Charlotte GainsbourgI don't feel that I've accomplished anything. I feel that it'll be better when I won't care as much, but it's so difficult to let go and accept all the wrong notes.
Charlotte GainsbourgI went on television and I wouldn't say a word; I feel so stupid when I watch them again.
Charlotte GainsbourgIn France, you're with the crew, and you have lunch with them. It's more like a family.
Charlotte GainsbourgIt's more than a job. It's very personal, so when you're hurt, you're really hurt inside.
Charlotte GainsbourgI can't do things by myself. I need a motivation, and the motivation is always the director's. I find my freedom inside other people's barriers. It's easier for me to find myself inside someone else's tracks.
Charlotte GainsbourgI haven't found a comfortable place onstage. I'm sure it doesn't have to be comfortable, but I'm very nervous, so I don't enjoy myself.
Charlotte GainsbourgEach time I changed, it was as if, on purpose, I didnโt want anyone to know too much about me, which of course now I regret, because I closed myself to everything. But it was my way of dealing with things.
Charlotte GainsbourgI wish I could just accept that I'm not that good and not be shy about the fact that I'm not that professional.
Charlotte GainsbourgI would love to be able to do a film. I would love to be able to focus on what excites me in watching actors.
Charlotte GainsbourgI think it's a legend that Lars von Trier is such a tough person to work with. I really didn't experience any of that. Of course, he's difficult in the sense that what he asks for is difficult. For my part in Antichrist, I suffered a bit. But it was the part - it wasn't him. He wasn't cruel. On the contrary, he was very kind. You know what you're up for when you read the pitch.
Charlotte GainsbourgI was very attached to my family when my father died. I was 19. I was about to go live with my father right when he died, so it was very intense.
Charlotte GainsbourgI think, being an actress, you know that you're getting old. I'm 44. I mean, an agent said when I turned 40, "It won't get better."
Charlotte GainsbourgLetting go of things and not being afraid of being ridiculous or over the top - I think that's the main thing for me to work on.
Charlotte GainsbourgMy father loved me and he wanted to work with me and he didn't care what people would say.
Charlotte GainsbourgI wasn't getting the responses I hoped for. You can't protect yourself from other judgments.
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