It is very different when you age. The things that are significant, or what drives you, or the physical experience of being driven, changes over time.
Kiki SmithSometimes your personal life is much more significant. Sometimes your work life is more significant. Friends and family, or sometimes the general population, take precedence.
Kiki SmithI got into animals by drawing hair follicles. I liked drawing hair, and from that I got into feathers and fur, then into images of animals. The patterning is the same, but the proportions of the body change from one animal to the next. A lot of it is just geometry and consciousness.
Kiki SmithThe point isn't to know what you're doing. The point is to have an experience doing something.
Kiki SmithI like Betsy Ross as a model, too, the quilting bee, sitting around with your friends making art, asking what they think, so that you get the benefit of everyone's opinions and so it's not just about you in your you-dom.
Kiki SmithWe as beings are very contradictory, complicated creatures that work in our best interest and against our best interest. In a certain way, I want my work to have all that messiness.
Kiki SmithPrior to my father's death, I was having a hard time committing to a career as an artist, but that's not because of who he was - it was because of who I am. It's true, though, that I felt I shouldn't compete with him, and that those feelings went away after he died.
Kiki SmithMaking art is a lot about just seeing what happens if you put some energy into something.
Kiki SmithLife really changes. And it gets lighter, for the most part. You tolerate yourself and others better.
Kiki SmithI always say I'm Catholic - but a cultural Catholic. I wouldn't say I'm a spiritual person, although I pray every day.
Kiki SmithI think that sense of always traveling has something to do with anonymity and privacy and pleasure in having a very clear, very reductive life.
Kiki SmithI'm peripheral in Colab's history because others were involved in media, filmmaking, and music, and I was always a studio artist.
Kiki SmithI always thought it was a trap to fit into ideologies, and maybe that's a luxury position, but my work is a reflection of my being here. My being here is not a reflection of an idea.
Kiki SmithLife is much larger than how we image it, always, but society can be constricting in ways.
Kiki SmithI certainly am one of those people who is incredibly privileged to have an art career, which happened out of luck. Then luck kept happening. Besides that, things just move along in their own weird way.
Kiki SmithMany people don't have relationships to their siblings in adulthood, or they have superficial ones. It's sort of unfashionable, particularly in America, to be close to your family.
Kiki SmithThings that are very significant and important to you when constructing an identity when you're younger change.
Kiki SmithItโs one of my loose theories that Catholicism and art have gone well together because both believe in the physical manifestation of the spiritual world.
Kiki SmithIt's just disgusting that in this society, the majority of students in art school are women, but they amount to less than 30% of what is shown in museums. That has not changed radically.
Kiki SmithSource of inspiration. The MAK is a museum that has had a profound effect on me as an artist and art viewer.
Kiki SmithWhen you get older, you're running out of time. You care more about trying to stay on the planet a little longer, so you can learn how to draw better!
Kiki SmithThe miracle of being able to pay attention to other people in your life, and the miracle of being in time, and to continue being in time.
Kiki SmithI have to make about a million proofs of everything. I donโt know, itโs just a repetition, like a meditation. You come back to something and then you leave it, and then you come back again and you leave it, and each time it changes. And sometimes you have to wait for new information inside yourself to be able to finish something, to find out how it should go.
Kiki SmithAs a child I prayed that my calling be revealed - but not with expectation and not with a destination. I became an artist because I didn't know what to do and I thought it was really fun to make things.
Kiki SmithWhen studio art started being seen as important, I joined Colab, and then I became very involved.
Kiki SmithI think making things beautiful is important. But often what's first considered ugly is beautiful, too.
Kiki SmithNow, it is much more difficult for young people coming to New York. But also when you're young, you have more time to interact with one another, to discover yourself with people of your generation.
Kiki SmithI really love printmaking. Itโs like a mystery and youโre trying to figure out how to rein it in.
Kiki SmithI think that objects have memories. Iโm always thinking that Iโll go to the museum and see something and have a big memory about some other lifetime.
Kiki SmithIn our family, there wasn't anything else besides art. Nothing else in the world existed. My father never spoke about going to a movie or listening to music, other than my mother's singing.
Kiki SmithYou start with a generic body, but I think the first wall you hit with portraiture is comprised of history and storytelling and the nature of characters - whether they are historical or coming from literature or documentation. Those are the references we have to people, besides your family, and the intimacy of portraiture is in the specifics of individuals. For me, it came out of doing things about animals.
Kiki SmithYou can have fantasies about having control over the world, but I know I can barely control my kitchen sink. That is the grace I'm given. Because when one can control things, one is limited to one's own vision.
Kiki SmithI had stopped making figures, and then I began making images of animals in nature, which was a way to introduce the figure.
Kiki SmithAs an artist, you want to have an experience. What you need to experience changes over the course of your life because your life changes.
Kiki SmithI'm not moving from an ideological standpoint. Sometimes I'm trying to make my life better. Sometimes I'm trying to make my life worse! I'm trying to find a happy medium that I can make some sense of.
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