Kevin refilled my plastic cup with more box wine. I smiled thanks. Kevin smiled welcome. Jake kicked my ankle.
Josh LanyonYou don't look so hot, Adrien." "Yeah, well I'm having a bad heart day." His upper lip curled in a semblance of a smile. "Tell me about it.
Josh LanyonI think it was Mark Twain who said, โGet your facts straight, and then you can distort them as much as you like.
Josh LanyonWhat I like about cooking is that, so long as you follow the recipe exactly, everything always turns out perfect. Itโs too bad thereโs no recipe for happiness. Happiness is more like pastryโwhich is to say that you can take pains to keep cool and not overwork the dough, but if you donโt have that certain light touch, your best efforts still fall flat. The work-around is to buy what you need. Iโm talking about pastry, not happiness, although money does make things easier all around.
Josh LanyonTo find them all in one package...well, perhaps better not to dwell on his package in my fragile state.
Josh LanyonEverything a gay man does makes a political statement. Everything matters: where you bank, where you shop, where you eat. When you hold your loverโs hand in public
Josh LanyonPeter is ... adjusting. He's back in school, and he's doing quite well. I wish you could find it in your heart to forgive him." "I've got this funny resentful streak about people who try to kill me.
Josh LanyonI want people to react to my work, to think, to question, to challenge, to cry and laugh and feel.
Josh LanyonIโm not going to let go of you. Iโm going to hold you all night. So go ahead and feel whatever you feel. If youโre still craving cocaine, go ahead. Youโre safe. You can crave it all you want, but I wonโt let go, and if you still feel like you canโt trust yourself in the morning, and itโs what you want, Iโll drive you to rehab myself. Okay?" ~ Max
Josh LanyonI noticed you right away." She gave me an approving look. "I like quiet, polite men. And men who wear Hugo Boss. I was hoping you weren't gay. Or that you were only half-gay. Like Paul." "Uh...sorry," I said. "It's pretty much full-time now. The pay's not great, but the perks...
Josh LanyonHey, its not much of a closet is it?" "No. Its not. I don't like closets. Life's to short to spend hiding in the dark.
Josh LanyonPeople loved you in the way they knew how - and often it was not the way you knew. Or needed.
Josh LanyonI'm not insane. This is very simple, very straightforward. Provided he doesn't kill me, its foolproof.
Josh LanyonThe phone rang, picked up, and the same male voice announced, โChris Powers." "Hey there, Chris. Are you aware it's a felony to make threats over the phone?" To give Powers his fair due, he got over his shock within a split second. โTry it, asshole. I dare you. My lawyers will have you for lunch.โ He clicked off again. I did what any red-blooded American male would do. I called my big, ex-cop ex-boyfriend.
Josh LanyonI thought I recognized you." Really? He remembered me looking like Swamp Thing? How flattering.
Josh LanyonThis is how God made me. You are how God made you. All God's chillun are made how God made 'em. You think God made a mistake, take it up with Him.
Josh LanyonI know you've all heard the advice, "Show, don't tell." The best writers don't tell you, and quite frankly they don't just show you -- they make you feel it, live it, taste it, touch it. Storytelling is about being in the moment with the characters.
Josh LanyonSable hair bisected his pecs and arrowed down to the straight and unequivocal statement of his returned interest. Forcing my gaze to his face, I said, "I really don't think we have time for that." "You know that, and I know that, but HE doesn't believe it." "Believe it," I told HIM. J.X.'s mouth tugged into one of those heart-stopping smiles. "Maybe you should whisper in his ear.
Josh Lanyon'What about stress? Are you using your stress-management techniques when things seem to be getting on top of you?' 'Nothing is getting on top of me.' As I said it, a totally inappropriate picture popped into my mind. 'What are you feeling?' Jake's breath warm against my face, my bruised lips tingling from his kisses. 'Tell me what it feels like with me inside you.'
Josh LanyonWe were locked onto each other as though we had just discovered this incredible thing you could do with two mouths pressing close and moist against each other. And the taste of him... Horrifyingly, unbearably sweet -- sweet in the way crack must feel hitting the bloodstream of an addict after years of staying clean.
Josh LanyonRachel delivered it like an official pronouncement. Like she was one of the fairies gifting Sleeping Beauty's christening: Beauty. Intelligence. Heterosexual.
Josh LanyonRick said, "Is there some place we can go and talk?" "You want to talk?," Keir raised an eyebrow. "I never thought I'd see the day." "Nah, I want to tell you this joke I heard." Keir nodded, patient. "Shoot." "Two Irish cops walk into a bar. The first cop says..." Rick's voice dropped. He said gruffly, "I love you. Come home." Keir managed to keep his voice steady. "What's the other cop say?" The sweetness of Rick's smile was like a kick in his chest. "That's what I'm here to find out, boyo.
Josh LanyonHe needed fresh air and sunshine. A walk in the woods and afterward a good book to read by the fire. Yeah, that was the life.
Josh LanyonHow did people get over this? They obviously did. Every day someone fell in love with the wrong person and had to pack up all their fragile, misguided hopes and unwanted affection, and move on to the next picnic table.
Josh LanyonOne thing Iโve noticed about getting older, it takes twice as much work to get half the results one formerly achieved by falling out of bed.
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